Tuesday, August 25, 2009

nightmare

Yesterday night just had a nightmare. Long time didn't have nightmare. (Finally, this time challenge horror novel in my blog!)

I slept at 2am, not so usual....

Enter dream......

Inside the dream (well actually when we dream, we don't really feel like we are dreaming, but real feeling.....)

I am inside my car.

New car, pearl white MYVI AGU 2948.

At basement.

Not sure is at which building's basement.

So far I have gone to Sunway Pyramid, Tropiciana City, and my site Solaris Dutamas 2 basement.

According to my colleague, basement is the place where the xxxxx exist.

Since the location is deep down inside from land.

I assume that I was at Solaris Dutamas basement.

That side basement only allow car parking at basement 6, others not open yet.

Not open, means no light, very dark.

I am sitting inside my car at Solaris Dutamas 2 basement 6.

Before that I think I am doing something.

But forget already.

At that moment I am sitting in the car, like want to fetch someone.

There are 2 people beside my car.

If not mistaken 1 of them is Andy Yu, my work friend.
(Can't really call colleague, since we are in different company, but got deep relation between 2 companies)

And another people, not really remember who is it.

Maybe is Faisau (colleague of Andy Yu).

All of a sudden......

Both of them point to my car's back seat

With shocking face expression

I turn back to look at my car's back seat

A safety helmet

Obviously not belong to 3 of us.

I won't put safety helmet on the seat side of my car, at most also at legs there.

beside the safety helmet

or can say near the safety helmet

There is a shadow at there

A shadow like an object similar to human.

WOKE UP INSTANTLY.

4am at morning when I look at my clock......

THE END

I don't think is really a horror story, just a dream, a bad dream eventually.

But at that moment feel so scare, scare until wake up, and found difficulty to sleep back.

At the next morning, wake up and go to work as usual.

When driving my car to park in basement, not scare anymore.

Under normal condition, actually not really scare this type of things.

But how come the feeling of scare is so strong when sleeping?

According to my past experience, when sleeping, true attitude or so call true self of someone will come out.

By other words, the weak me will appear when sleep.

And inside dream.

How come the true me is so weak compare to real me.

Or that one is another me?

That is just another personal feeling from individual experience.

Maybe I just think too much again?

Perhaps......

Monday, August 24, 2009

hate hate hate

HATE......

I HATE WHY THE LINE SO SLOW EVEN AT EARLY MORNING LIKE THIS. It took me almost 5 minutes to log in to this page? Even I want to express something I so hate also need gave hinderance to me like that?

I HATE MODZILLA FIREBOX BROWSER. What's the problem now, just opening 2 mini games in facebook (restoran city and roller coaster) is the limit of modzilla? IT IS REALLY FUCKING LAG. Even more lag then when I open 2 charactor in online game.

I HATE MAFIA WAR. Are you still in beta version? How come sometimes load you is like endless load?

I HATE SHARING TOILET WITH 4, AND NOW EVENTUALLY BECOME 5 PEOPLE. This one not much to explain, really damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn "DULAN" sometimes.

I HATE CAR PARK HERE. 5 minutes plus distance, yet in the danger of having "saman". A few times forget cellphone......

I HATE WORK. How come I need to struggling in such type of work, yet need to console ownsself that I still very happy and enjoy?

I HATE MYSELF. Why I still so weak, still so childish, unmature, can't used to so many things I hate, and HATE SO MANY THINGS AT THIS EARLY MORNING......

Monday, August 17, 2009

Convocation 14/08/2009

This might be a long passage, be prepared...

Why so long?

Since it is about the event that indicate an end of my long long journey......

Born at 1985, enter St. John Kinder garden at age 4, enter Methodist Kinder garden at age 5 (weird, I am not christian or catholic anyway, yet enter related school. Well, hard to explain, since I think I at that time don't even know how to spell my school's name)

Later enter SRJK(C) (long time didn't come through this word, miss it) Yuk Hua at age 7, then change to SRJK(C) Poi Lam at standard 3 half year.

Later, continue study from SRJK(C) to SMK Poi Lam (just beside, walk can reach, not even got any fench or boundary separate between the primary school and secondary school) until form 5, then change school to SMK Sam Tet (not really want to abandone my old school, but really didn't have form 6 course provided).

After STPM, enter USM (university science malaysia engineering branch campus) and purchase for the bachelor degree of mechanical engineering. After 4 years, succeed.

Total years of study, 21 years......

After 21 years, this convocation can be taken as an officially closing ceremony for my official study life......

Sounds meaningful......

Perhaps......

A bit drag away (recently read a lot of internet novel, start to follow their style of writing, forgive me, actually just want to make my blog post more interesting......)

So mainly this passage will be about my convocation, included the preparation, and the follow up activities after convocation.

Let's start.....

My convocation falls on 14/08/2009, is Friday, no choice, have to take leave. Struggle a bit whether want to take Thursday also as leave, end up took also. Have a nice sleep at morning of Thursday (since Wednesday night is badminton night, sure tired, one of the reason to take whole day leave at Thursday). Slowly picking up my speed packing things while finish another internet novel. Rush to cut my hair at speed cut shop (it cost RM15, a bit expensive, but no choice since the RM10 shop no open, and the skill of the barber is not really good, luckily is a quite pretty girl, and the service still ok). Later rush to fetch my sister at Sunway College, then drive down to KLCC to meet my brother. First time go KLCC, so sure lost my way. Reach at KLCC at a not so suitable time, so end up have dinner with my sister at KLCC. Found my brother only at 9pm, and with the average speed of 160-170 (Toyota Vios), we manage to reach home at 11pm (I don't think I can break that record for the rest of my life). Pack things at home again, end up sleep at 1am.

The next day (actually not the next day also, since 1am already is the next day, just after 2 hours only), woke up at 3am. Why woke up so early? Big day, need more time to prepare well (some people said that I so slow like girls, actually it is due to my high value of area of body). Thanks Eugene again for borrow me coat, shirt and camera (end up I just wear the shirt, since the coat is too small for me). Set off at 4:50am, and reach USM penang at 6:15am (average speed 130-140, new car ^^).


So basically this is my convo appearance. The pants and coat is my brother's one, the shirt is eugene one. Actually I got bought a RM30 watch for this convo but it is not so clear in this photo. I would like to explain about the tie, actually I really don't want to wear USM tie, but due to my brother's forgetness, end up have to receive the fate. The rest are bollowed from USM, the hat got a bit problem, too small for my big head, end up need go to change at the last minute before enter the hall.

The event start at 9pm. Surprisingly fast, after sing national enthem and USM song, then straight start give out the scroll. 800++ students, end at 10:30am. Some talks and prays later, we are off at 11am.

After come out, since my junior haven't come, so I went to have photo session with my families. They can't wait for me since I request for 1 hour before go lunch (eventually end up almost 2 hours), so they went eat and go back Ipoh.



My father, my elder brother, my younger sister, me, and my mother......

Caution, many photos below......

This is the photo taken when just finish getting the scroll and prepare to go out from hall. Made a big mistake by standing at the most front side, end up my body is obviously so big......



First person I manage to get after come out from hall. Mr. Thomas, a surprising buddy for me, talent in plenty field, yet always claim that I am a good friend. Somehow sometime he really gave me some encouragement. Thanks!



Thain Hong, my second year roomate, always fetch me go everyway on his motorcycle when second year. Kind-heated young man, can be counted as one of my brother in university.


Lim Chee Liang! One year younger then me, but I always admit that he is a real talent eventhough he always take it as a joke (I seldom rate other people so high in my life). We can really talk a lot, but half of the time argueing. Help me a lot and support me much when I struggling in university. Special friend~


3 people inside this photo. Count from the left is Lim Boon Ping, Loh Chee Keong, and Tan Kak Hoe. Lim Boon Ping, not really much interact when studying, but he claimed to want to know more about me and want me take him as a better friend? Anyway he is the person that help me take my custum when I am not at Penang eventhough he get me such a small hat. Mostly is because during the 4 years study time I always say his head big (his head really big, when you look at his whole body, you will feel the mighty of his head, anyway head big is good, totally no offence). Anyway I really no blaim him for the small hat, and really thanks a lot for his help (My rushness at that morning also due to his dissapearance with my jubah, no blame also haha). Loh Chee Keong, another kind guy, passionate, always like to help other people. Well, I not really need help in university so we less interact (just kidding). Tan Kak Hoe, really talented in singing, something I can't achieve even how hard I work (well, not really work hard also).


Alllen Tan, a kind guy that always care and help me, and even this photo is so far the best photo I have been taken for convo. Thanks buddy!!!


Yok San, a student study civil engineering and came from Kuantan. Not really have any related with me but somehow we become good friends. A bit touched, since he is the first junior that came and wait me just to take photo with me (of course I will be more glad if he bring along present). Anyway, he looks a bit like my best friend in Ipoh, Liew Hong Chuan.


Liew Woei Yaw, another best friend of mine. Same age, having same interest in manga and anime, have the best time in second year. One of the important people in my life. Wish him all the best. Anyway, where is he looking at......


Woon Wai Leong, we know each other when first year. Funny guy, can always make people beside him feel happy and comfort. Become best friend at final year, one of the support for me to continue hard job nowadays. Thanks!


Friends from Sam Tet. Obviously not coming for me, but still happy since can take photo with them. Really hope can have more time with them, since must be very interesting and enjoyable spending time with them, yet life is so unpredicatable.....


21 years of studying life, how many friends can stay till the end? The fellow wearing orange colour is the friend I know since standard 3. Now already reach 15 years we know each other. We have been class mate till form 6, and meet again when intern. So glad that he make it eventhough he is working. Lim Wei Chiat is his name. The blue colour guy, old friend of mine also, and is obviously being drag by Mr. Lim, anyway, thanks also, since Ngoh Choo Shyang also a friend that almost know for 10 years. Keep in touch! (Now life so simple with msn, still remember last time when small when I go certain camp, know a few good friends from other state yet end up lose contact soon, life is really......)


Choong Chin Hooi, my junior, friend perhaps. Complicated boy. Determined in life. Came to know him when I final year. He is the person that make my final year birthday remarkable (main organisor). It is surprisingly that Eugene can recognise him as the person. Anyway, really didn't regret helping him at all.


Ah Kok (not really know his fullname), civil school dai lou, mostly the dai lou that closest to me. One so white, one so black haha.


Two more people to be introduced here. Lee Shih Yung (left), another best friend in university, play an important role before and after my internship. Lau Seh Lee, the best soccer player I ever get to know in my life(no need much explaination la, this sentence will make him very satiesfied already).


Weird photo, I forget what this guy name is, since he live opposite my room at final year, and we not really have any conversation. Have a great smile.


My USM family! Adik, super adik, hyper adik... Don't understand one ask USM people......

USM education counselor group? End up less so few people? Where is Ng Tiong Yew, my best partner?


Looks like Ng Tiong Yew is here, standing at my left hand side. Just can say I won't become who I am proud to be now if I don't know him in my life. Can't admit that he is so far the person in this world that most understand me. The fellow standing at my right hand side is Yong Shong Liang, another best friend of university (so many best friend, but I really mean it wheneve I mentioned), also help a lot when I work, since me always phone and disturb him when i bored of work.

One amazing things during convocation is the length of photo session. Let's take an easy example. Every graduate will have one family member taking own camera. Let's say 3 graduate taking photo together, then 3 camera will be there. When the forth person enter, then 4th camera will enter also, and the 4 camera need to retake photo again (because add one more people, the content of the photo will different). Why am I wasting time here explain this simple theory? Well, it is due to the incident occured at convo. I end up standing there keep on smiling for more then 5 minutes while 20++ camera continuosly (yes, is continuously) taking photo. Long smile, and amazing scenery, guess I won't have that chance anymore.....

Below are some photos at that session:


Still less people, easy, cheers~


One example of photo taken. Imagine the crowd, each people have one camera, and the camera man end up need to stand at so far side angle......


Here are some continuos photo, looks good everyone here......


Need to change some post, good also for the frozen smile......


Preparing to throw hat(mortar board)! Eventually throughout the whole time I think I already throw for 5 times++ (don't throw too high, since you will need it back very soon, and it might get lost or mix with other people......)


Ready~

Opps, where is my mortar board?


Still not throw yet.....


Throw finally!!! Happy graduate!!!!!!

(So far I havn't got all the photos, and for those that I didn't mention or post photo here don't feel upset, you all will always be in my heart)

After all those photo session, already 1pm. Don't have any people to eat with (can't eat with other people family, and if go out with whole bunch of junior, feel weird and expensive to pay for all). Luckily still got Chin Hooi (somehow sometimes he like to stay alone). Have a nice lunch in Kim Garry at Queensbay, later go back to his house to take some nap, but end up can't sleep well. Feel dizzy, and end up can't go anyway at night. Sorry for those whom I promise to plan for gathering but end up nothing happened......


Woke up a bit late at Saturday morning, rush to USM but end up didn't return my robe. Later rush to Gurney for sing K with friends.

This photo can see my watch clearer.Still enjoy singing as usual, got feel like my singing skill a bit improve, but the outcome still need ask the audience (not really got any people feel me sing good......)

After that need to rush back home, end up drop by my real school, USM kkj (too tired, fell asleep when driving, dangerous). Slept in Yok San room for awhile, then have a dinner at the restoran behind Maybank near Nibong Tebal there with Yok San, Zhuo Ming, Kok Weng, and one more Kok Weng's friend. Treat junior first time, something that I always want and hope to do long time ago. RM97 for 5 people, got sotong, scallope, vegetable, egg, and pork leg, not bad.

Reach home at 10pm, then sleep at around 12am. Woke up at 10am++, then have to pack to go back KL and need to start work. All the best, and thank you again for everyone!

(Wonder how long can this post go......)

Sunday, August 16, 2009

九把刀 功夫

有时候,人不会明白自己真正的情感,一旦被深深伤害了,自暴自弃就成为唯一的选项;殊不知,其实能令自己悲伤的,正是自己最珍贵的感情,因为珍贵,所以永远都不能放弃,永远都不该掉头就走。

领悟到这个道理时,人,多半已经失去所珍惜的感情了。

Sunday, August 9, 2009

影评

今天有两个新的尝试。第一个是试一下用华语来写部落格,这将是着一个部落格里第一篇华语部落格。也没关系的啦,我认识的朋友大部分都会看华语的。第二个尝试就是第一次写影评。其实想写这类影评很久了,不过本人真的是一个想法无限广,但是执行力十分低的人,所以到现在才面世。话不多说,现在就开始吧。

那天星期五放工之后觉得不是很爽,觉得做工太累,很久没有出去玩,所以就在回家路上,弯了进去Tropiciana Plaza(大概是这样的一间建筑物)。感觉不错,喜欢比较少人的地方。因为要放松一下,所以选了《大内密探零零狗》。







这个是大马版的海报,上面写着类似这个暑假最爆笑的电影。


看了这套戏,和看了家有喜事09一样的感觉,就是新不如旧,期待越大,失望就越大。这套戏可说是我进戏院看过最烂的笑片。古天乐,要取代或接近周星驰是几乎不可能。他的确很帅,但是这次他真的太失算了。家有喜事09失算,还可以说是全部演员的错,这一套,却很明显的看出古天乐的不足。不要说周星驰,就连张家辉,甚至是许冠文,梁家辉,又或者是刘德华,张学友,刘青云,都比他来的好。从这里就很明显的看出香港演员青黄不接的现象,要知道以前的演员,全部演笑戏都很拿手。可能我这样说对古天乐不是很公平,但是这完全是爱之深,责之切。须知古天乐也有演过几套蛮不错的笑戏,如干材烈火,恋上你的床,等等。看来他并不能演这类完全搞笑的戏,而是比较适合演风趣的戏。

说到爱之深,责之切,那么王晶也是令我失望。当年一套《提防老千》让我对王晶重拾信心,但是这套戏我却不能恭维。故事内容空洞不在话下,主题也没有。再说搞笑方面,简直是烂透了。说到搞笑,王晶的香港戏,竟然连西洋动画monster vs alien和ice age 3都不如。拍摄的手法也很奇怪,画面一点也不像大制作。过多的武打画面,也变得陈腔烂调,不堪入目。到了零零狗的新发明,也变得不新不旧,不伦不类。十年前可能是经典,但是十年后再拿出来就未必是了。编剧很明显没用心,无论在发明或者笑点都无法感动人。

最近香港戏很喜欢来一个中港台合璧。老实说,中台的戏剧能力,离香港还有十万八千里,勉强放在一起,可能在中台会好卖一点,但是整体的水准下滑,可谓得不偿失。须知道以前的香港戏也是一样没有任何中台人,但是凭水准获胜,好东西一定有人要,也一样闻名四海。经过家有喜事09后香港人还没有得到教训,结果又一次翻船了。大S,我真的不明白,那个角色到底有何演技可言,结果只能印证了,新一代演员的戏路不广,只能演回适合自己的角色,不像以前的演员,什么戏都可以演。吴君如演的太沉重了。不是说每一套戏,搬个吴君如出来就好笑的了。吴君如顶多是个非常棒的大绿叶,没有好花,也做不到什么。(不信,回去看一看千王之王2000,就看到在周星驰这朵好花后面的吴君如是多么的强)

当然这套戏也不是说一无可取。林子聪任然称职的交出了好成绩。中国人刘仪伟也带来了意外惊喜,演技自然。在这里不得不提一下,中台人演戏时是讲华语的,而配音当然是广东话。现在的荧幕那么大,那么清,很明显就出现了不对嘴的情况,这一方面真的要多多改善啊。虽然这套戏说有很多很强的配角回来客串,但是只出现那短短的一段时间,并没有真正带出任何东西。没有了刘以达,大内密探也不算是大内密探了(不明白这句?回去温习一下大内密探零零发就知道了)。

曾几何时,在误打误撞的情况下进戏院,《新扎师妹3》和《情颠大圣》都让我惊为天人,笑不可止。再加上之前的《玉女添丁》,《新扎师妹1和2》也不错,让香港的笑戏再次吐气扬眉,可惜可惜。

之前到了KL也进戏院看了几出戏,往往故意进去看的戏都令我失望,不小心去看的戏反而不错。先说transformer:rise of the fallen,简直就令我肚烂到死,看看下我还睡着了。非常肚烂,为什么要那么多美军出来,难道要像marvellous vs capcom这样子,搞一个transformer vs army?上一集的那个一点点的美军我还可以忍让,但是这一集太态夸张了吧,单单看美军就至少30分钟++了。动作来说可能当今世上没有多少戏可以比这套多,但是大部分时候我只看到两团机器在扭来扭去,而且真的要看炸弹子弹爆破场面,也不要披着transformer来啊,去另外开一个戏啦。最后一场架还打了几乎一个小时。故事逻辑性又低(这个我不想解释,自己想)。全片除了jetfire(天火,这个名字我喜欢)出来和最后jetfire让optimus prime装甲进化之外,真的没多少可取之处。我朋友说这套戏不切题,应该叫rise of the prime哈哈。

无意中看了the taking of pelham 123,蛮不错的电影(可能是没有抱任何期望)。故事不错,演员不错,情节不错,还留下了很多想象空间,至少算是到现在为止我来到KL看过最好看的戏了。

戏中没有绝对的好人,也没有绝对的坏人,真的是一套很有思想空间的一套戏。








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