Sunday, May 23, 2010

路人甲己丙丁

又到了说故事的时候了。。。

有一天,
已问甲:
你去那里,一个人不会寂寞吗?

甲说:
我在这里;
也是一个人嘛。

已道:
我现在来了这里啊!

甲继续看报纸。

其实甲很感动,
也许很久也没那么感动过,
只是成长的代价莫过于不敢坦诚面对自己的心情。

时间不对?

因为甲已经不再相信;
他是不相信一切事情,
还是只是不相信自己。

也许丙说的对,
跟甲太靠近的人,跟甲的关系都会变差;
亲人,同事,好友。。。

甲知道自己一直都有问题;
自己的价值都是建立在其他人身上;
一直要靠其他人来证明自己;
却怕受伤害;
却不相信。

其实,
丁才是甲最好的朋友,
最重视的人,
如果丁留甲,
又会是怎样一个结局呢?

甲其实知道丁不会留甲,
也不会想过要留甲,
反正越在乎甲的甲越不在乎,
越不在乎甲的甲越在乎;
如此而已。

2009-10 TREBLE

Inter Milan, my second favorite team since I first start watch soccer (first is Liverpool...), have gain a treble, finally!

Unlike EPL, in Italian Serie A, in order to get Treble means need to win every tournament played.

The man, that have the ability, to make the difference here, is Jose Mourinho. Another marvellous achievement in his and Inter's life.

Also not forget the man Diego Milito. He almost score in each and every important match like last title match, cup final match, and ECC final double.

CONGRATULATION!

Next Destination Decided

Well at the 24th May 2010 I officially signed the offer letter from Sukiada (a fire fighting contractor company). So I will start work at Sukiada HQ at 1st June 2010 at Bukit Jelutong, then set off to Sarawak Bakun Hydro Power Plant at the second week of June 2010.

Thanks for Sukiada for trusting me and giving me a quite good offer for me, even though it will be a very hard and challenging life and work at Bakun there.Totally new services, alone working there with all enemies around, forest accommodation without internet,all seems impossible for me. But i do will try my best there, and hope to prove all theory evaluated by me, and prove to those who look down and ignore me that I am good. (Who care...)

Thanks for the previous company Qudotech, even though there are so much conflict and contrast there. I will always remember your good (well I am those who obviously remember bad things then good things). Thanks for all the people that I met in past job. Plenty of helps and assists and guides have been given to me. Thanks!

Goodbye Qudotech, goodbye Mont Kiara, goodbye Kelana D'Putera, goodbye KL!

Saturday, May 15, 2010

梦想起飞的地方

2010年5月15日,培南国中军乐队举办了一场演奏会。那一天真是一个繁忙的一天,从早上做工一直赶到放工,之后拿车去弄,之后载了妹妹和哥哥,离开KL时已经6点半。演奏会是7点半开始,而我到怡保已经八点,接着因为去错地点,而必须走了20分钟,8点半才进入会场。

观看了一场演奏会,有着陌生又熟悉的感觉。太久没有玩乐器了。当年我们可是一个星期没碰几次乐器就浑身不自在的。当年乐队有太多太多的回忆了,多到大部分时间我都把那些回忆埋藏在心底。但是,无可否认,乐队是让我站上舞台的地方,是一个让我人生转变的一个非常非常重要的地方,是我梦想开始的地方。